Thursday, June 8, 2017

PURSUIT: A Novel – 8.1: Ballerina


Kansas University – Wednesday Afternoon, March 8, 1989
Jerry and his college buddy, Yaniv, walked out of the lecture hall in animated talk about making fast money upon graduation, striking mortgage deals in the inflated real estate market as it grew at record levels. Yaniv was business savvy and intended to make millions in the finance industry. His parents were first-generation Israeli immigrants who settled in New York City where his father owned a successful pharmacy—this did not help Yaniv’s penchant for drug use. Yaniv was short and slightly chubby and never talked about his heritage and never wore a Kippot.
“The forecasted double-digit growth in mortgage refi’s,” Yaniv said, “we’ll make six figures our first year. A fast and furious payoff for this four-year grind.”
“I think you missed the point, Yannie,” Jerry said. “We need to be a broker to reap a percentage cut of the loan value. Otherwise, we’re just pushing paper, processing loans at a flat rate. It could take years to get into management or make partner without an MBA.” Jerry shook his head and looked down at the sidewalk as they walked through the grassy campus mall. On this gorgeous spring day, students were scattered across the lawn, some napping, reading, flipping Frisbees, or propped up under one of the cherry blossom trees that created a border between this setting and the town activity across the street.
“Not if you stick with me,” Yaniv said. “My brother’s going to bankroll my brokerage.”
“I dunno,” Jerry said. “My drive for money is waning,” Jerry said as he gazed upon pink and white blossoms, the breeze blowing sweet fragrance across his face as he filled his lungs with its freshness. “Time to fill me up with something new.”
“What?” Yaniv said. “What happened to ‘Jerry the high roller’? Fill your lungs with this baby,” he said as he held the toke from the joint he’d lit while Jerry was ruminating.
“Huh?” Jerry turned to him to find the joint held to his lips, the acrid smoke of the smoldering doobie surrounding Jerry’s face. He was tempted to inhale through his nostrils—just one breath. As if on cue, his mind flashed the lightning scene.
Jerry, you are not alone, the inner Voice revealed.
“Huh?” Jerry said, perplexed.
“Whazzup, man?” Yaniv said as he took another toke.
Jerry turned his head and stepped away. “Later,” he offered to put off a decision he didn’t want to make. “Gotta catch someone,” he said over his shoulder as he changed direction and half jogged a few steps to quickly move on.
Jerry and Yaniv met as freshmen in business courses and tracked on the same finance degree. Most people called him Yan, but his close buddies—a score of them—called him Yannie. Always wearing sunglasses, they hid his crusty and redlined eyelids. A funny guy, he could mime Ronnie Milsap on the keyboard and sing “Smokey Mountain Rain” as close to Milsap’s voice as anyone could professionally imitate. Besides the dark shades that set him apart in the classroom—he would excuse the look as being sensitive to light—no doubt, his pupils were dilated because of his frequent use of pot. Jerry noticed that he continually bounced his leg during lectures. A straight-A student, Yan would comment that pot smoking helped him focus and calmed the jitters from the Ritalin he took for ADD.
Jerry headed back towards campus alongside the buds that had just popped, the leaves beginning to fill between branches. Through the skeleton of trees, he could see the massive building that housed the auditorium.
Yan was “cool” not only because of his friendly personality and wry smile, his older brother was the personal manager of famous country music artists. Yan frequently flew to Nashville to hang backstage with the musicians and watch concerts from celebrity seats. When Yan said it was snowing in Colorado during his annual spring break pilgrimage, he was not referring to the weather.
Yan transformed entertainment at KU with a concert series that included country music and classic rock—the Eagles, Fleetwood Mac, Steely Dan, and Van Halen. So, you could say that he was a student celebrity—everyone liked him. Yet, he was reclusive and preferred to hang out with his close-knit buddies that contributed to his wild antics and bizarre behavior. His laughter often meant he was up to no good. Jerry heard these headliner bands perform in this acoustically perfect venue, but nothing beyond that. He had no other reason to be interested in the auditorium, until now.
When he saw Christina dance at church, he was drawn to what she was expressing. It was more than dance moves. There was something that radiated from her—passion—an inspiration that he’d never felt within himself. He was drawn to find out more.
The street with its interlocked overhanging branches opened onto a circular drive with a grand fountain that filled his view as he approached the auditorium. A bronze sculpture of the Roman goddess Venus depicted her as born from a huge clamshell and displayed her sensual beauty with barren, perfectly round and pointed breasts that left nothing to imagine. She was alluring—arms overhead as she laid outstretched on her hip—so much so that it was a tradition for the uninhibited to strip their graduate gown and clothes and bathe in the fountain completely naked.
“They’re everywhere,” Jerry said. “I get rid of my Playboy centerfolds, and then, she sits on display for public viewing. What’s the point in me changing? The world remains the same.” He shook his head and chuckled. Plant the good seed.
A banner fluttered in the wind and caught his eye. Gracefully balanced on the toes of one foot, the other leg splayed behind with ballet slipper pointed upward, the dancer’s arms spread wide like a swan gliding over water. He drew closer to study the image of the ballet dancer. Her blue-black hair was drawn into a bun atop her head, her face and eyes the focal point of the banner—eyes dramatically lined and shadowed that popped from powdered white skin. Her lips painted ruby, glistened. He almost didn’t recognize her but saw through the theater mask the natural beauty he witnessed at the coffee shop, where without a trace of makeup, her face glowed through her translucent skin and perfect complexion.
Jerry jumped onto the fountain ledge hoping to see more detail—those kaleidoscope eyes of amber, topaz, and brown sapphire—but she was not across from him at the coffee house where her irises scintillated with an invitation to peer within. His mind flashed to her in the church where she danced as one with the music, flowed gracefully, suspended in between movements as if her toes never touched the floor.
He looked to the series of auditorium doors atop the broad and grand limestone cut stairs. “Maybe I’ll get lucky,” he said smiling as he did a prance on the ledge to the other side of the fountain. Something glittered in the water and caused him to stop and take notice. He shoved his hand into his pocket and brought out a handful of change. Taking a shiny penny, he flipped it into the air and melodically chanted, “A thousand eyes behold her, the dance flowing seamlessly . . . bring her to the stage, for my eyes to see thee,” as the coin went “kerplunk.”
He leaped from the fountain ledge and jogged to the stairs taking them three at a time and approached the middle door and gave it a tug. Locked. He moved to the right. Locked. “Ugh.” He tried the next. Locked. He jogged down to the left side and pulled on the last three doors. Locked. Locked. Locked.
“Oh well, no one said she would be here. You were just hoping so,” He shoved his hands in his pockets and bounce-skipped diagonally down the steps. He rounded the sidewalk’s ornate street lamp and took the brick-laid path that led down the side of the auditorium. A side door warned: “Performers Entrance Only.” He stopped, took only a second to consider, and then gently pulled on the door handle. It opened.
He slid through the dark opening and silently closed the door.
Pitch black.
Eyes accustomed to the bright sunshine were worthless at finding his way. Up the inclined hallway leading left, a crack of light outlined a door. He assumed that heading right went backstage. With his hands he followed the wall that led to a door where orchestral music emanated. He continued up the ramp and cracked the door to a sunlit lobby, the brightness of its atrium ceiling caused him to squinch his eyes until they adjusted. No one around, he walked to the center aisle doors and placed his hand to open it.
“Crap!” he said under his breath as he caught himself before pulling. “Can’t go to the main, they’ll see the door open.” He looked back the way he had come and saw the staircase leading to the balcony.
“Whew, this certainly has been an ordeal.” He quickly bounded up the carpeted stairs, darkened except for ambient light. He discreetly entered a side door to the balcony. In the dark, the main floor also unlit, he walked to the center and took a seat.
He counted five dancers dressed in tights and ballet slippers. Twin ballerinas synchronously leaped into the arms of two muscular dancers who effortlessly lifted them overhead and pranced with their partners soaring in the air. What caught Jerry’s attention, even more, was the apparent void of a partner for the remaining dancer, yet her movements reflected those of the paired ballerinas. Her torso twisted in response to an imaginary partner that spun her mid-air to face upward, then with a deft tuck of her fully extended legs, she flipped upright as her legs parted to a one-eighty degree scissor.
Jerry rose from his seat, entranced by the athleticism displayed by this gymnast ballerina. At the moment of her peak height, she brought her legs together and twisted her body into a spin, her arms encircling her head. She landed gracefully on her tiptoes, then bent her legs and extended her arms above her head, making an illusion that she was boring into the stage floor. She sprang upwards and brought her arms down to twist a tight spin. With precise timing, she leaped forward out of the spin, momentum carrying her upward to center front stage, torso and face flush with the choreographer watching in front of the orchestral pit. She tucked her head and flipped her legs over and down in pinwheel fashion and landed en pointe into the pose Jerry saw on the ballet banner—the silhouette of a swan gliding across water, Christina’s eyes looked heavenward . . . directly at Jerry.
He could not contain himself. Abruptly and spontaneously he erupted in clapping, drawn into Christina’s imagined partner and mesmerized as her eyes looked up into his as though she was dancing specifically for him throughout her performance. Concerned that he would be noticed and embarrassed by his sudden outburst of emotion, he scurried from the balcony, bounded down the stairs to the lobby and through the auditorium main entrance doors. Pumped with adrenaline as the sunlight hit his face, he bounded down the limestone steps to the fountain. Venus’s arched back and bronze breasts snapped him back to reality.
He was not the dancing Prince leading Cinderella.

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Copyright 2017  © Jeff Cambridge

Excerpt from PURSUIT, a novel by Jeff Cambridge, a writer of transformational fiction with characters that tell life-changing stories.
This is a pre-published scene.
To read the scenes sequentially, begin with
“PURSUIT: A Novel – Prologue”

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This novel is a work of fiction. Any references to real events, businesses, organizations, and locales are intended only to give the fiction a sense of reality and authenticity. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.


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