Monday, January 29, 2018

MEDITATION MOMENT – Torn Between What I Know and How I Feel


“Is the Word of God tremendously penetrating and sharp in me as I hand it to you, or does my life betray the things I profess to teach?” ~Oswald Chambers

Oh, how I wish I could do my life over living what I know now— the Word of God that I plant daily in my heart and soul. I’ve been writing meditations since 2004. Yet, after 14 years, do I still not operate fully in God’s Word? This is the struggle with progressive sanctification (the result of obeying God’s teachings, growing in the Lord, spiritual maturity)— We want to operate in what we know in our mind, yet our will and emotions lead rather than follow our mind. Emotions flow from the heart as a reaction, and when emotions are not tamed, they can overtake our behavior. Taming comes from self-control and self-control results from surrender—surrendering our will for God’s will. When Jesus was in the garden sweating blood, he was emotionally in great anguish. Humanly, as the Son of Man, the only way Jesus could carry through with His Father’s purpose for him (“For God so loved the world that He gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”) was to voluntarily surrender his will for His Father’s (as we would surrender, so there would be no conflict between God’s will and our desires). We should not let our emotions rule—our mind is to lead our will and emotions—and the conscience of our spirit (to know right and wrong and to condemn or make right through God’s eyes) must be united (yoked) with God’s Spirit within us— A perfect oneness with the Father.

So back to Oswald Chambers’ question, “Does my life give the lie to the things I profess to teach?” Jesus gives an answer— “Take my yoke (Join your life with mine. Picture Jesus with His arm around your shoulders as you walk together in relationship.) and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart (do not be wise in your opinion of yourself), and you will find refreshment (not resentment) and rest (not fear or anxiety) in me.” ~Matthew 11:29

Praise God for the rhema He has revealed to me. ~Jeff Cambridge

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